Before I can blink, I feel myself disappearing and reappearing aboard Shayla's ship. I stand before and enormous hologram of the galaxy and the worlds that all presently project signals at Earth, using humanity and humans as a source for sensory amusement and entertainment. The distances covered seem impossible to fathom, however I remind myself that time and space no longer represent the same barrier to these worlds as they do for us. I know all this because Shayla is beside me and is explaining to me the predicament the Earth finds itself in and the new worlds that have taken an active interest in exploiting humans and their technological impotence.
"As you can see over fifteen new worlds have actually interfered with human development and affairs in the past 3 years alone. While the vast majority of signals are mitigated and canceled out, we are concerned with a few worlds that actually project spirit bodies to do the overshadowing. These signals can't be blocked because they exist outside the range for mechanical interference."
"Why? What's so exciting about overshadowing some humans?"
"It's complex. Some of the new overshadowers are doing this not because of Earth - or humanity - but simply because they want to harm the Confederation and because the Confederation now actively defends the Earth, it has in many ways become more of a target. The Confederation is in a classic "catch 22" and if it stops protecting the Earth, any of a number of horrible scenarios could occur and if they continue to protect, these same horrible scenarios still can occur. That's why a growing movement in the Confederation simply want to wash their hands of the Earth and let it take its chances by itself."
"Is this what your world wants?"
"No. And that is why I am here - this is a wholly unauthorized mission."
I see the thoughts and the situations which occurred on her world in quick glimpses. She is jeopardizing her entire career by being here. She spent time on one of her worlds' 'future viewers' looking at several other worlds and she committed herself to altering Earth's present trajectory. Yal-hune once told me only those beings with enough development could actually alter human history successfully. She was one of these beings, and every move she makes was constantly changing the Earth's evolutionary course. Shayla is another with such development and she has more emotional ties to the Earth.
"Yes, I do. That's why I am here and that's why I have orchestrated this mission."
"So what is the point in history that will alter Earth's history? And when we return, wont we really return to a parallel stream? Will the other universe still actually continue on - simply without us? Yal-hune explained it as an infinite number of parallel streams. I guess, I just wonder...are we really saving the rest of humanity...or are you really doing this...well...for me."
Shayla turns to me and momentarily shuts me out of her mind.
She speaks aloud, "Confederation science is filled with theoretics regarding these things. The bottom line is, no one - from this spectra - really knows if the other stream continues on or not. No communication between two parallel universe streams has ever successfully been performed, although beings from non-physical spectra indicate that these streams often do continue in some form. What is known is that it effectively creates a universe with a new trajectory and with new infinite parameters to which those who partake in such time travel return."
"Okay...so when, where and what? What are you effectively trying to do?"
"We need to go back to 1985 and the formation of SDAI."
"What do you plan to do?"
"We're are going to make sure President Reagan does NOT sign the executive orders initiating SDAI."
"What? Why?"
"The creation of SDAI is the one event that brings down the Soviet Union. While appearing like a win - this victory actually is the one that spins the Earth into a new dark ages. By altering this one event, the Soviet Union remains integrated for another seventy years, slowly evolving into a more democratic union, but also keeping the balance of power, and nuclear weaponry, away from the more destructive and less intelligent masses of the 3rd world who in your current time stream end up annihilating the west and all that western progress, achieved."
"What will happen to the past decades of my life? What will happen to my memories of all that has occurred?"
"I've seen this future...YOUR future...and your life is much richer, happier and fulfilling. SDAI has kept you from living the way you would have. You'll have to trust me."
"But it was because of SDAI that I met YOU...our meeting will never have happened? When I return are you saying I wont know you..or Yal-hune or Skuuinja or any of the others I've known?"
"Yes. You will forget all these things. The world you return to will not have experienced any of these contact events. Even Project MIMIR and my life will change. I will never travel to the Earth."
"And this is better for me...how? YOU and Yal-hune and all the rest are the greatest things to ever happen to me! I can't begin to imagine my life without this knowledge and experience!"
"Yes, from this perspective all this seems wonderful to you. But your world will experience great catastrophe on its present course and all these wonderful things will soon be largely forgotten by you as you deal with a dying world and incredible suffering and frustration - I'm catching your life at the precipice - offering you a better future. I saw all the nitty-gritty details - spent days in the future viewer observing your life - and I emerged determined to carve you a better future. I felt you deserve one after many lifetimes of this repeating downward spiral."
"Excuse me...what? You're doing this all for me? I seriously need to think about this for awhile - it goes against all my intuitive impulses."
scc
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Traveling Through Time...Yet Again.
I'm sitting reviewing after action reports on SDAI covert activities near the North Korean peninsula. Several effective punitive actions now have been performed with great success.
I sense some presence and I look up to see Shayla nonchalantly teleporting into my secure office 100s of feet below the surface and supposedly impregnable. I move away from the hand-finished McGuire desk and move over to greet her.
"To what do I owe this honor!?!!!"
I hug her and plant a kiss on each cheek.
She is not shocked and was already in my mind before I moved to kiss her, so she knew they were coming. She even picked up my thought about hesitating to kiss her and a few other overshadower generated insecurity based thoughts that were tacked on about our previous relationship, etc.
Sneaking a kiss on the cheek of an advanced extraterrestrial telepath is basically impossible.
"Yes, it is, but don't worry...it's YOUR thought that counts and yours was quite noble and sweet. The overshadower stuff is merely static - white noise I can easily parse and dispense with. As to my reason for being here that will be quite clear very soon."
I look at her and she looks delectable. Her eyes, hair and face are all as wonderful as I remember. The spira-mirabalis pattern in her eyes, unique to her race, is contracting and pulsing as her eyes adjust to Earth and its sources of artificial light. In my current state, I'm particularly attenuated to developed female fields of energy and I feel my fields reach out and engage hers automatically. She is aware of these things and understands them - and far better than I do, so I need not worry she will get freaked out. If these field actions were translated into physical actions, it would be like having jumped upon her as soon as she appeared in my office.
"Yes, I am well aware of your current state and of the pasts you are currently in phase with. You are oscillating with quite a few powerful and significant pasts at this time, as they pertain to the shaping of your own personality. And I've yet to not enjoy oscillating with you...so don't sweat it."
She smiles, that delicious smile of hers I remember so well, and hits me with a whammy of a jolt from her powerful consciousness. Like getting kissed so powerfully that your whole body feels like its received an electric shock - of the most pleasant variety. For a moment I forget where I am and how I got here with Shayla - all I can think about is her.
"Okay...now its time for serious matters. You have been working on the planetary defense system and shielding from overshadowing signals that influence human behavior on Earth. As you know, we are one of the Confederation worlds assigned to deal with the threats that Earth is confronted with and of mitigating the more blatant and outright attacks on Earth. Unfortunately, the Earth has been targeted by more non-confederation worlds than just a few Earth years ago when I was still living here and working as the Director of Project MIMIR. Earth is at a serious crossroads in its development. All that was gained in the past 1000 years of human development is in danger of being wiped out."
"You have my attention. What do you want me to do? What can I do?"
"We're going to travel back in time and undo a key event. If we are successful, the time stream will be altered and everyone alive here will not recognize or remember the difference."
"Okay...how far back are we going and what exactly are we going to undo?"
"I can't tell you now. We're going to beam aboard my craft..."
I sense some presence and I look up to see Shayla nonchalantly teleporting into my secure office 100s of feet below the surface and supposedly impregnable. I move away from the hand-finished McGuire desk and move over to greet her.
"To what do I owe this honor!?!!!"
I hug her and plant a kiss on each cheek.
She is not shocked and was already in my mind before I moved to kiss her, so she knew they were coming. She even picked up my thought about hesitating to kiss her and a few other overshadower generated insecurity based thoughts that were tacked on about our previous relationship, etc.
Sneaking a kiss on the cheek of an advanced extraterrestrial telepath is basically impossible.
"Yes, it is, but don't worry...it's YOUR thought that counts and yours was quite noble and sweet. The overshadower stuff is merely static - white noise I can easily parse and dispense with. As to my reason for being here that will be quite clear very soon."
I look at her and she looks delectable. Her eyes, hair and face are all as wonderful as I remember. The spira-mirabalis pattern in her eyes, unique to her race, is contracting and pulsing as her eyes adjust to Earth and its sources of artificial light. In my current state, I'm particularly attenuated to developed female fields of energy and I feel my fields reach out and engage hers automatically. She is aware of these things and understands them - and far better than I do, so I need not worry she will get freaked out. If these field actions were translated into physical actions, it would be like having jumped upon her as soon as she appeared in my office.
"Yes, I am well aware of your current state and of the pasts you are currently in phase with. You are oscillating with quite a few powerful and significant pasts at this time, as they pertain to the shaping of your own personality. And I've yet to not enjoy oscillating with you...so don't sweat it."
She smiles, that delicious smile of hers I remember so well, and hits me with a whammy of a jolt from her powerful consciousness. Like getting kissed so powerfully that your whole body feels like its received an electric shock - of the most pleasant variety. For a moment I forget where I am and how I got here with Shayla - all I can think about is her.
"Okay...now its time for serious matters. You have been working on the planetary defense system and shielding from overshadowing signals that influence human behavior on Earth. As you know, we are one of the Confederation worlds assigned to deal with the threats that Earth is confronted with and of mitigating the more blatant and outright attacks on Earth. Unfortunately, the Earth has been targeted by more non-confederation worlds than just a few Earth years ago when I was still living here and working as the Director of Project MIMIR. Earth is at a serious crossroads in its development. All that was gained in the past 1000 years of human development is in danger of being wiped out."
"You have my attention. What do you want me to do? What can I do?"
"We're going to travel back in time and undo a key event. If we are successful, the time stream will be altered and everyone alive here will not recognize or remember the difference."
"Okay...how far back are we going and what exactly are we going to undo?"
"I can't tell you now. We're going to beam aboard my craft..."
Thursday, December 09, 2010
Desert Moods...and More
The desert night is cold and clear. The winds are light, and there is not a single cloud in the sky anywhere to obscure the stars. It is very quiet and I don't know why, but I decided to drive to the spot where I first met Yal-hune and her brother, Tho-rey, a little over a year and a half ago. I remember how hard I fell for Yal-hune and how absolutely incredible she looked in that floating green gown.
I look up and a shooting star streaks across the desert. So vivid and so bright it appears as if it is only a few hundred yards away instead of hundreds of miles. I make a wish.
Yal-hune appears beside me.
"You don't need to wish for me, I already felt your thoughts in my direction fifteen minutes ago."
She is wearing the same gown she wore on that night and she looks not a day older. It's almost as if I have traveled back in time to that night, even though I am not in the Bentley. Seeing her like this brings back all the feelings and more. Her body is flawless and her alien torso demonstrates superior architecture, curves, arcs and angles in each line, while still looking, for the most part, human in appearance. I remember how good it feels to be in her presence. It's a palpable change that manifests almost instantaneously. Her fields saturate my own and they are so coherent they start aligning mine - polarizing them and making them more coherent as well. She is more than human and as I gaze into her eyes, her soul reaches out to me and embraces mine. My whole body starts to shake as if I've been stricken with palsy. The energy is so intense, my cells and nervous system can't process it all and some energy is dissipated in this motion.
I have received so many gifts from her, I can't ever pay her back in this life - I can only try to be the best person I can be. In this year and a half, we've been through so much and I *love* her as infinitely and as completely as I am able.
"You don't see yourself in perspective. You're not the only one who has benefited from this relationship. I have watched you grow and stretch to try and break out of the small human box of material living and biases. Fighting powerful obsessive forces, constant overshadowing and your own imbalanced pasts which remanifest in some form every single day. Many would give up or succumb to emotionalism endlessly - you, you fight tooth and nail for your equilibrium. Your small voice constantly tries to assert itself and keep things in some measure of equanimity. And your love is more powerful than you yet fully realize. You've let these external forces try and define you - and they will never let you see your true infinite potential."
She places her hand in mine ever so gracefully and when she does she transfers or acts as a channel for yet more energy. She matches my fundamental frequency and creates a common harmonic between our two anatomies - and all of a sudden I feel EVERYTHING she is feeling. Every breath, every thought, every sensory input. It is too amazing and wonderful for words!!!!!!! It is as though I am her and she is me or we both are occupying both of these physical bodies. The scope of her consciousness is surreal, the people she is in contact with, even now as she is here with me, I am suddenly aware of. The vitality of her body is incredible, every part so alive and working together so flawlessly. She is giving me yet another gift - the ability to feel exactly what she feels, to share consciousness in such as a way that I have never yet experienced so fully. Her female polarity energy and my male polarity oscillate and the experience becomes unfathomably delightful.
I see from her thoughts that this is what couples do on her world when they are very close. Her oscillating with me in this manner is a great measure of her love for me and I can't help but feel honored and privileged in a way I can't even find ways to adequately describe. For the first time I truly see she does understand just how much I love her and she knows I now realize the measure of her love for me.
Another shooting star streaks overhead and catches my eye. It's as if the heavens themselves are smiling and these meteors are like subtle winks - for us to observe.
In a moment the oscillation fades and I find myself again limited to my own body, but I feel better than I have in my entire life. My body, my mind and my spirit are elevated as they have never been. The lingering essence of Yal-hune remains and I can sense again that my cells have been strengthened and many new signals have been embedded into the quantized fields that comprise my DNA. Every organ is working more efficiently and every breath I take feels amazing!
She smiles at me, a heavenly smile and I realize she has been invigorated and strengthened too. For the first time I truly see us as we are - equals - and do not bias the disparity between our physical and mental development.
The desert winds pick up and a light howl can be heard from inside the car as the winds find crevasses to slip through. Countless stars shine their light not just to the worlds that orbit in their solar systems, but send their light here to Earth as well, each a unique signature of light and intelligence. The world is a wonderful place - the universe is a wonderful place and everything is unfolding as it should.
I look up and a shooting star streaks across the desert. So vivid and so bright it appears as if it is only a few hundred yards away instead of hundreds of miles. I make a wish.
Yal-hune appears beside me.
"You don't need to wish for me, I already felt your thoughts in my direction fifteen minutes ago."
She is wearing the same gown she wore on that night and she looks not a day older. It's almost as if I have traveled back in time to that night, even though I am not in the Bentley. Seeing her like this brings back all the feelings and more. Her body is flawless and her alien torso demonstrates superior architecture, curves, arcs and angles in each line, while still looking, for the most part, human in appearance. I remember how good it feels to be in her presence. It's a palpable change that manifests almost instantaneously. Her fields saturate my own and they are so coherent they start aligning mine - polarizing them and making them more coherent as well. She is more than human and as I gaze into her eyes, her soul reaches out to me and embraces mine. My whole body starts to shake as if I've been stricken with palsy. The energy is so intense, my cells and nervous system can't process it all and some energy is dissipated in this motion.
I have received so many gifts from her, I can't ever pay her back in this life - I can only try to be the best person I can be. In this year and a half, we've been through so much and I *love* her as infinitely and as completely as I am able.
"You don't see yourself in perspective. You're not the only one who has benefited from this relationship. I have watched you grow and stretch to try and break out of the small human box of material living and biases. Fighting powerful obsessive forces, constant overshadowing and your own imbalanced pasts which remanifest in some form every single day. Many would give up or succumb to emotionalism endlessly - you, you fight tooth and nail for your equilibrium. Your small voice constantly tries to assert itself and keep things in some measure of equanimity. And your love is more powerful than you yet fully realize. You've let these external forces try and define you - and they will never let you see your true infinite potential."
She places her hand in mine ever so gracefully and when she does she transfers or acts as a channel for yet more energy. She matches my fundamental frequency and creates a common harmonic between our two anatomies - and all of a sudden I feel EVERYTHING she is feeling. Every breath, every thought, every sensory input. It is too amazing and wonderful for words!!!!!!! It is as though I am her and she is me or we both are occupying both of these physical bodies. The scope of her consciousness is surreal, the people she is in contact with, even now as she is here with me, I am suddenly aware of. The vitality of her body is incredible, every part so alive and working together so flawlessly. She is giving me yet another gift - the ability to feel exactly what she feels, to share consciousness in such as a way that I have never yet experienced so fully. Her female polarity energy and my male polarity oscillate and the experience becomes unfathomably delightful.
I see from her thoughts that this is what couples do on her world when they are very close. Her oscillating with me in this manner is a great measure of her love for me and I can't help but feel honored and privileged in a way I can't even find ways to adequately describe. For the first time I truly see she does understand just how much I love her and she knows I now realize the measure of her love for me.
Another shooting star streaks overhead and catches my eye. It's as if the heavens themselves are smiling and these meteors are like subtle winks - for us to observe.
In a moment the oscillation fades and I find myself again limited to my own body, but I feel better than I have in my entire life. My body, my mind and my spirit are elevated as they have never been. The lingering essence of Yal-hune remains and I can sense again that my cells have been strengthened and many new signals have been embedded into the quantized fields that comprise my DNA. Every organ is working more efficiently and every breath I take feels amazing!
She smiles at me, a heavenly smile and I realize she has been invigorated and strengthened too. For the first time I truly see us as we are - equals - and do not bias the disparity between our physical and mental development.
The desert winds pick up and a light howl can be heard from inside the car as the winds find crevasses to slip through. Countless stars shine their light not just to the worlds that orbit in their solar systems, but send their light here to Earth as well, each a unique signature of light and intelligence. The world is a wonderful place - the universe is a wonderful place and everything is unfolding as it should.
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